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Sunday, November 09, 2008
Hokay(: im back, once again. with new spurs of inspiration to post new things on my blog. i failed to retrieve photos from patricia and yeah other photos cus i forgotten to ask them to send me. hah. anyway, today i had church and then youth fellowship. today's activity was a trip to the All Saints Home at Tampines. It was fun alright! i played my beloved wooden violin and xin ning's beloved metal rod flute. we were together and the other groups had guitarists except mine. cus its enough having me and xin ning. okay, enough of that. then we headed to the different wards, i was like ultra touched by the patients. they're like so pitiful. i really wished i could do something for them, but i know my strength is limited to being a source of help to them. we sang hymns and other christian songs to them. most of them were dialect speaking folks. in my team, only xin ning could communicate fluently with those who only understood hokkien. the rest of us were totally stummed with words after asking how are you in hokkien. thats all we know. however, we managed to touch their hearts with the hymns. after everything, we headed back to meeting room. by 4.50pm we were doing some sort of sharing about our experience there. and i really hope i could go back and help. okay enough of that.
to the person supposed to read this:
hey. im really sorry for disturbing and irritating you. i really don't want. but i feel insecure. i don't want you to be snatched off by other people. you call me a silly boy and i really am. i really hope you know how i feel. i know you like me, and you've said we gotta wait a little longer and wait and see how time brings us ahead. i like you very much. you said we needed time to mature, yes, i will. and if i grow up maturely, i'll thank you for that. i need someone to rely on and the person is you. i hope through out this 'maturing' process, we will be able to bear fruits out of working some love out. you know, i can't put words correctly sometimes. and i will really miss talking on the phone with you till late nights. and getting pissed off cus you gotta go already and you gotta sleep. im sorry alright. i really want you baby, so badly. after reading this, if you've got anything to tell me, don't tag. call, msn or text me. i WILL respond, coz i love you.
*guys, this is the first time im writing this kind of mushy thing on my blog. please don't bother, its not meant for you. don't spread this around as well.*
Thursday, November 06, 2008
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i've been bugged by many people to continue posting>>right...read the tagboard. well then, i shall jolly well tag. its been long you know.month of october was throughly hectic. had so much work+lessons+tests & lastly in preparation of the end of year examination. now everything is over, its time to slack. it was indeed the entire month of preparation, i deserve a break tho. holidays started on october 23rd(if i ain't wrong, hehs). early uh? primary schs are just starting on the 14th nov. hokay, results ah, sick & tired & irritated and so-not-gonna-talk-about-this-crap. you should know why, reason is apparent BUT it isn't that bad after all, it just isn't ideal enough for me after so much hard work. ENOUGH. ummmm. mum uses facebook now and she plays games and surveys and quizzes, like total madness. and i didn't knew my dad had one too! oh yeah, ytd i went orchard to shop with patricia. couldn't find topshop/topman around that area. we literally walked into all the malls around the heart of orchard road. like it was total madness. we ended up at taka to eat, seoul garden. ate alot, couldn't finish and then we took wet tissues, wipe our hands and chiong out of the restaurant. so embarrassing leaving graciously with the mountain-like amount of leftovers. like hello, it was kind enough of them not to stop us and make us pay the fine for having more than 5grams of leftover, unlike some restaurant. she walk, talk, took pictures, laughed at farting asses. then separated into ways yeah. i took mrt then cab. and TODAY, im literally grounded at home. i want to go out to raffles city, marina square and places around there, to look for clothes. yeah, i need to bloody shop my ass out. obviously i don't squander money on things that doesn't look good or if its too expensive (duh, i don't even have enough money). enough about shopping. reason why im grounded at home is bcus mum wants me to do my homework. and ernest laughs at me cus im being restricted everywhere. who asks him to be 19 while im only a coming-to 15 year old boy (im still 14, young and erm, i don't know). tmr have band, dread to go. tired. i want to sleep like a log. smsing dearests on bed and telling them how much sleeping is important to me. and smsing people at 1am, well, that sickness has finally stopped. hehs. i wanted to go suntecs to walk and window shop, hunt for nice clothes meet ernest after he finishes his conference(at suntecs too) then meet him for dinner, but plan failed. damn, thanks to mum again. and next sat, have to go god-knows where for combined band prac with sas and sps. sian, like i totally wna sleep again. great, hols is like ruined. next year national exam, crap. and tuition during hols. woo, i can't wait for tuitions. hokay, enough ranting and whatever bullshit im talking about now. alright. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
